Black Mission Goggles

Today for work I had to man a station at a science carnival. Despite a day long of standing, it was quite fun. Besides, the post office got me tolerant to 8 hours of standing, so I'm okay with it. So basically, all day I made magic mud and showed it to kids.

Mmm... Everyone's moved out of res except for a few friends. And my building's being shut down for the summer, so I have to move to another one. But that room isn't ready yet, so I'm waiting in this room... one of like 3 people left in this half of the building. The whole thing's so... post-apocalyptic. Doors are swinging open, everything's empty. In the common area, everything's sitting oddly skewed. There are half-finished glasses of iced tea, and plates sitting out with the skeletal remains of a last chicken dinner. Everyone forgot the food they left in the common fridge. It's as if everyone just up and left. Which is kind of what actually happened. It doesn't help that the move-out deadline was in the middle of my work shift, so I left for work and there was still a community here, and when I came back... just me and my friend Izzy. We're hanging out in one of the open buildings, because it's pretty darn depressing here.

Not that there were that many people here last night. Like.... 8 of my friends from res were left last night. We went out for dinner, and when we came back, I commented "Hey guys, aren't you kind of expecting to be greeted by a bunch of people in the common room.... It's just us..." Sigh...

That being said, I'm really ready for the good times this summer. I thought I would dread cooking for myself, but we're all getting kind of excited planning meals and going grocery shopping. I doubt we'll be so excited after the first several meals, but we'll see.... Darn I wish I could stay the whole summer..

I finally went book shopping today. Walking down the street... I felt like time was going slower. Everyone was walking slower. I'm done... I'm not rushing anywhere. It's warm... no one's hurrying to get inside.

It's going to be fun.

RIP Venus Flytrap.

However! I am done exams. Done first year, done..... donedonedone. Hah! I'm happy.

But sad. Everyone's moving out. It's like... camp is over :-(. And some people will come back to camp next summer, but some people won't. And we'll all miss each other in between.

I start work tomorrrrrowwww. Bah. Too soon! Too soon!

My Venus Flytrap is dying. I don't know exactly what happened, but in one day, all of its mature traps died. It started putting up a new one, but then it just stopped growing and began to brown. I checked the bulb - I may be imagining it, but I think it's darkening too. Siiiigh. And I just thought it was starting to do well...

I guess it lasted a good 4 months, and they're notoriously hard to grow. For such a tiny damn plant... I'm not yet giving up on this one, but I may start looking for a new one. My third one. Do you know what happened to the first? I LOST IT. I lost a plant. It happened when I moved out of res for winter break. Somewhere in all the packing up it vanished - when I got home and noticed it missing I assumed I left it, but then I went back to my dorm to check and it wasn't there either. I have no clue what happened to it. Maybe it ran away?

The point is, going into Botany is looking increasingly questionable. I've had 4 plants this year - lost one, froze another, and seem to be killing a third.

On a positive note, my jade plant looks dandy! For now.

Also positive note: 4/5 exams complete. 4 days to freedom. And by freedom I mean starting work the next day.

To study for calculus tests, it's usually a good idea to buy past years' tests and take them for practise. But... oh god they are so long. And the fact that it's so tiring and so disappointing to turn the page and see more and more and more questions all while in the comfort of a nice library does not bode well for how I'll feel in some badly ventilated gymnasium tomorrow, writing my hand off along with 500 other kids for 3 hours.

Whaaatever. After that we're having a barbecue. I am going to pass out on the lawn.

Yesterday the Garg had our Passover seder. It was good. I feel like I had more to say about it yesterday. But now I'm tired and way backed up in Calculus studying. I feel like everyone's studying harder than me, but I'm not really taking it seriously because I don't want to get stressed.

Oh and holy - in the fall, res was so bloody hot, and then in winter it was cool, and now it's so hot again. Like no mild transition period. It is unpleasant. And no just in res, but a lot of the libraries. Ai.

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Sunset Rubdown - Up On Your Leopard, Upon The End Of Your Feral Days

Sunset Rubdown

I'm not sure exactly what I'm doing with my time these days. I mean I'm always procrastinating on school, obviously. But like... I don't feel like I'm doing any of my "leisure pursuits" either. I amn't reading... and I am totally slacking on knitting anything. I haven't put any time into getting through the backed-up stack of unlistened-to music I recently came into possession of... I haven't played majiang in like... 3 weeks? A month? I have been pretty slacky on vox, too.

What have I been up to! I guess it's just been a lot of small distractions adding up to the equivalent of doing something decent.

Every week in Chem we'd get this online homework due at midnight on Sunday. And since last week was my last week of classes I figured no way they'd have it tonight. But, like a good student, I logged on 5 hours ago to check. Buttt... then I started listening to music and completely forgot. And I just remembered now, and surprise surprise we did have it. But it's 2 am. I don't care too much though. I did 11/12 of them. That's a good mark.

Today we had no hot water in our building and   no one     knew     what     to     do with themselves. I don't know. It was really the focal topic of the day, and everyone felt kinda greasy. I guess everyone showers in the morning. I tried to shower in only cold, and this left me feeling chilled all day. Lame. And it wasn't even too nice out today. That's okay; I lived in the library anyway.

I have spent the last 4 days working on the newspaper, and it was really making me go mad, but it'll be done by 4 tomorrow or..... it'll be done.

Ay ay ay!

Yesterday I wished it would rain, thereby forcing me into the library. But this morning it did rain... and I still wanted to be outside. I just loved walking through Queen's Park... I missed rain smell, and the sound. And, I don't know, it made me feel "connected". This is 100% hokey, but I was like "This has been monsoon rain, this has been Alps snowmelt, this has been Amazon river flow". All that crap, haha. But then I had to sit in philosophy for two hours, as if I didn't despise that class enough.

Oh wow it is totally over. Except for the exam. I am too tempted to just float on my mark through the exam..... It is only 35%... But I can't! But if I want to do otherwise, I'd better get to work... I did barely anything today. I did have a lot of class today. Oh god. Today's Soc was our second lecture on "Research Methods", and everyone was falling asleep. Sometimes I'm sure he's stretching it to spite us. He'll repeat all the simplest parts in excruciating detail. The only thing that saved us all was that an hour and twenty minutes in... we heard this howl throughout the hall (it's the school's biggest auditorium), and these 4 guys came running in, faces covered, underwear only. They screamed, jumped around.... yeah I think that woke everyone up.

But that lecture gave me a headache. It's gone right now, but it's been off and on all afternoon. Perhaps I've run into some nutrient deficiency that I haven't foreseen...

I got up early for class today, but now I have nothing until 7. Hours and hours to enjoy this beautiful day!! It is so nice. I went over to the library for lunch with a friend (did I mention that every building on campus seems to have an eatery), and then we just dawdled so much getting back to res... and we were enjoying it so much, we just got a bunch of people together and went for a lovely walk to the east. I was aiming for a park, but we kept drifting north and missed it. But I cared not - it's warm enough for a windbreaker over a short-sleeved shirt, even just a t-shirt without a jacket places where it isn't windy. Aaaahhhh....

And so now I'm sitting in my room trying to work.... but my window is wide open, and there's jus no way.... I can smell the hotdog stand across the street, and I'm thinking of barbecues on the back deck... And the cottage. Oh hot damn I need to get up there. Lazy buzzing days reading on the moss in the shade of the pines... Dinners outside in the late dusk light... Thunderstorms!... Kayaking, swimming.... Bonfires.... Friends and family. Oh god! I love the city, I do, but there is nothing like being up north by the water, surrounded by nature.

And it looks like I may get a vacation this summer after all. They said we wouldn't at the first job training session, but then I heard that the first week of August was off. So we may get out west to see the family, which would be awesome. I miss Gramma. And I have good memories of hiking in the coulees, down by the river in the dry prairie heat. Yikes! I am looking forward to summer. And enjoying now, too.

Too bad about exams!